Why do we fill the space between us with layers of past experiences? unclear expectations eyes covered hearts sealed Where we once danced freely to the rhythm of our hearts We are now screaming incomprehensible words feeling more and more alone together
Whilst drowning on one thought Sitting in front of my laptop For a moment I lift my gaze Who catches the beautiful patterns the clouds make in the early evening sky Why obsess about the one thing that didn't go my way today? I ask myself When my world is full of wonders And while contemplating the vastness and awesomness of the world and the Universe I remember what I have most at hand Me
Three green leaves
I held you tight
Under the sun
and in the stormy weather
As seasons change
You gradually transform into
Beautiful bright colors
Getting ready to
Free yourselves from my grip
and graciously fly with the wind
In the meantime
I am thankful for each moment
I can still hold you
Close to me
Passing judgement
just like passing gas
starts by
ingesting something
the [beliefs] system does not tolerate
it -ego - gets bloated
and out comes the stench,
or even worse,
it stays
panifuly rumbling in the mind
Just like with diet
the pain is avoided
by mindfuly choosing
which thoughts we feed us with
Observe the beliefs system at the source of the judgement
and don't allow them to bloat the mind
Trying to hold it all together to do ‘a good job’ The family work marriage belly in And you hold in breath tears rage at times loosing your sense of sanity You spread yourself So thin That you are nowhere To be seen Hold yourself Exhale Relax the grip The whole world is not for you to hold
A Truth Seeker's Journal 